Anger, pain envy, surround me as i turn to face this world.
Wanting an end to this pain...
I turn to make a mark in my skin...
Tears stream downward to my checks...
"How could i do this again?" " What a failure, i am to do such a thing.
I look up, "can i be saved?" "God can you heal my aching pain?"
Faith is something good to believe in when you are in so much anguished pain...
"I will do my best to ignore the pain i see everyday in my life."
I will try to believe in postive thinking....its so hard.. so very hard
i know that he will be right at my side...holding my hand throught all of this....
Please stay with me, you are the only one who believes in me...
He who believs shall recieve....i know i will be healed...